I think Blogger is somehow discriminating against my Chinese typed blogs!!!!!!!!!
I just wrote an English Essay and it allowed me to post and publish it all in ONE PIECE. but when it comes to chinese blogs.. wtf.. only like 400 characters are allowed or sth?? like ICQ offline msgs?? why do my long chinese blogs have to be cut up ?? wat??
BTW, so far new year has been going pretty smoothly right now.. ahhahaa. got wat I wanted. The My sassy Girl sound track.. not as good as I thought it would be.. but there are some really nice tunes in there.. yeah.. so.. and it's relaxing for now.. cuz I'm slacking again.. but I'm hoping that I'll pick up my full gears starting a couple of hours from now.. and start doing some work from then on.. sigh.
Happy Chinese New Year to all once again!
Saturday, February 01, 2003
Thanks to whomever sent me the e-card for Chinese New Year, sure did put a smile on my face cuz I wasn't expecting it at all. BUT anyways.. knowing me.. I always prefer red pockets with big precious "ingredients" over e-cards though but anyways..
Came across something today... was debating against myself whether I should at least try to go for it or not.. and I wasn't expecting any motivation or watsoever when I debated aloud.. but the comment that I got was "you have a 50:50 chance of succeeding..." and furthermore it's not like I'm gonna lose anything if I go for it I guess.. Maybe I'll go for it.. if only I can come up with the right idea... yet.. I just hope that I'm not expecting too much out of this.. knowing myself and my limited capabilities.. yet.. I know that somehow within myself.. even before I put my effort into it.. I have too high of an expectation already.. as usual..
SOMEONE made me looked crazy in the option talk today.. just simply cracked me up.. like nuts.. and both of us just couldn't stop laughing.. just becuz of this stupid FAT MOUSE which was not fat at all but just the way it was depicted from the top profile.. IT'S JUST THE WAY ART IS.. and when I stopped laughing.. SOMEBODY started chuckling again.. which made me laughed again... and when that SOMEBODY finally stopped.. it was my turn to initiate the whole craze... we only stopped after SOMEBODY decided to cause a commotion in moving away to another seat.. away from me, the bad influence.. hahahahahaa. haven't laughed non stop in such a long time already.. and the worst part is that it was an OPTION talk.. tat means.. we have to try to hold it back.. without laughing out loud.. which made it all the more funnier.. since SOMEBODY had to hide his face in his arms while laughing.. oh man.. and I got punched for laughing.. wtf?? And when I was telling the other ppl the reason why we were laughing so hard.. they didn't seem to find it funny at all.. nor was I when I was telling them.. There are some things that you just have to be there and at the right time to witness the whole thing to get the feeling of it.. well .. all I can say is.. the first item on my 2003 new year's resolution list is totally accomplished after today's option talk.. and I think another item on my list is getting there as well.. hahahaha I'M THE BAD INFLUENCE NOW.. now i just hope that my long term list will be fulfilled as well. sigh..
Yes, I'm typing this in English.. well.. for those that don't un chinese.. just take it as a Chinese New Year's gift.. the actual reason though.. if you really insist on knowing is just becuz my laptop has no chinese reading / writing abilities... I tried installing the chinese reading stuff that come with IE.. but that doesn't work either.. so due to the chinese illiterate level of my laptop at home.. tat's why I'm stuck writing english.. but it's good to write english once in a while though.. hahahahaaa.
Anyways.. resolution for the Chinese New Year:
1. Get Mr. MONKLE to exercise at least once this year.. according to Mr. Monkle's dad, he definitely needs to exercise to "release his stress".. stress management..
2. Forget some things/feelings/memories that shouldn't have been there in the first place.
3. Live simple, think simple in most of every day life in general.. though there are exceptions.
4. Don't take every action, every word and every behaviour of some ppl in my life seriously.. cuz they might not mean it afterall
5. Try to prevent ripples from being generated.
6. Work harder... get online less.. stop wasting time.. em. the usual stuff..
7. Have something well thought out by the end of this year..
8. Stop living in my past... Don't get too immersed in planning out the future.. Just live the day as is.. if I want to go for sth, for my own sake, just GO FOR IT..
9. Try to lower my expectation in life.. avoid competition or comparison..
10. Just be me.... not the you, her, I as ppl expect me to be..
11. Find my own path. Walk at my own pace.
Em that's it for now. and I hope everyone will have a very prosperous new year!!!!! and Same for myself.. Be happy and no worries for the rest of the year.
Came across something today... was debating against myself whether I should at least try to go for it or not.. and I wasn't expecting any motivation or watsoever when I debated aloud.. but the comment that I got was "you have a 50:50 chance of succeeding..." and furthermore it's not like I'm gonna lose anything if I go for it I guess.. Maybe I'll go for it.. if only I can come up with the right idea... yet.. I just hope that I'm not expecting too much out of this.. knowing myself and my limited capabilities.. yet.. I know that somehow within myself.. even before I put my effort into it.. I have too high of an expectation already.. as usual..
SOMEONE made me looked crazy in the option talk today.. just simply cracked me up.. like nuts.. and both of us just couldn't stop laughing.. just becuz of this stupid FAT MOUSE which was not fat at all but just the way it was depicted from the top profile.. IT'S JUST THE WAY ART IS.. and when I stopped laughing.. SOMEBODY started chuckling again.. which made me laughed again... and when that SOMEBODY finally stopped.. it was my turn to initiate the whole craze... we only stopped after SOMEBODY decided to cause a commotion in moving away to another seat.. away from me, the bad influence.. hahahahahaa. haven't laughed non stop in such a long time already.. and the worst part is that it was an OPTION talk.. tat means.. we have to try to hold it back.. without laughing out loud.. which made it all the more funnier.. since SOMEBODY had to hide his face in his arms while laughing.. oh man.. and I got punched for laughing.. wtf?? And when I was telling the other ppl the reason why we were laughing so hard.. they didn't seem to find it funny at all.. nor was I when I was telling them.. There are some things that you just have to be there and at the right time to witness the whole thing to get the feeling of it.. well .. all I can say is.. the first item on my 2003 new year's resolution list is totally accomplished after today's option talk.. and I think another item on my list is getting there as well.. hahahaha I'M THE BAD INFLUENCE NOW.. now i just hope that my long term list will be fulfilled as well. sigh..
Yes, I'm typing this in English.. well.. for those that don't un chinese.. just take it as a Chinese New Year's gift.. the actual reason though.. if you really insist on knowing is just becuz my laptop has no chinese reading / writing abilities... I tried installing the chinese reading stuff that come with IE.. but that doesn't work either.. so due to the chinese illiterate level of my laptop at home.. tat's why I'm stuck writing english.. but it's good to write english once in a while though.. hahahahaaa.
Anyways.. resolution for the Chinese New Year:
1. Get Mr. MONKLE to exercise at least once this year.. according to Mr. Monkle's dad, he definitely needs to exercise to "release his stress".. stress management..
2. Forget some things/feelings/memories that shouldn't have been there in the first place.
3. Live simple, think simple in most of every day life in general.. though there are exceptions.
4. Don't take every action, every word and every behaviour of some ppl in my life seriously.. cuz they might not mean it afterall
5. Try to prevent ripples from being generated.
6. Work harder... get online less.. stop wasting time.. em. the usual stuff..
7. Have something well thought out by the end of this year..
8. Stop living in my past... Don't get too immersed in planning out the future.. Just live the day as is.. if I want to go for sth, for my own sake, just GO FOR IT..
9. Try to lower my expectation in life.. avoid competition or comparison..
10. Just be me.... not the you, her, I as ppl expect me to be..
11. Find my own path. Walk at my own pace.
Em that's it for now. and I hope everyone will have a very prosperous new year!!!!! and Same for myself.. Be happy and no worries for the rest of the year.
Thursday, January 30, 2003
Wednesday, January 29, 2003
嘩~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
好很悶...自作孽不可活的人自找的o耶...嗚嗚嗚...
要中途休息...嗚嗚嗚...想找人幫我搥搥左肩o耶...好很痛...
其實有些時侯有些事情,該怎樣說呢?說後悔又不是,說不後悔卻又時常會想要是沒有發生的話會怎樣呢?其實有時侯對於某些事情,我沒有後悔過,只是假若一切從新再來過的話,我又未必會有這樣的選擇走回同一條路... 很矛盾o耶~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
要回去做我的last minute 大閘蟹了o耶!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
嘩~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
好很悶...自作孽不可活的人自找的o耶...嗚嗚嗚...
要中途休息...嗚嗚嗚...想找人幫我搥搥左肩o耶...好很痛...
其實有些時侯有些事情,該怎樣說呢?說後悔又不是,說不後悔卻又時常會想要是沒有發生的話會怎樣呢?其實有時侯對於某些事情,我沒有後悔過,只是假若一切從新再來過的話,我又未必會有這樣的選擇走回同一條路... 很矛盾o耶~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
要回去做我的last minute 大閘蟹了o耶!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
嘩~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
曾經,有過這樣的一個念頭... 沒有了我,某人可能會開心一點,可能會笑多一點,生活會過得好一點.然後我又想...假若,我的離去會令人家開心一點的話,我不介意放手...然後再然後,念頭變成了實際行動...我不知道那人沒有了我以後,生活是不是比從前更好...又或許根本就是我不想去知道...我不知道從前的決定是對還是錯..但是在偶然下再次遇上,看到那人的臉上掛著微笑....我們之間的不再是從前的關係,但也不是陌路人.....
有時侯會想假若那時沒有鬆開雙手,今天我們又會怎樣...... 我不知道,我只知道剛鬆開手再次獨自一人在宇宙中飛行著的那一段日子真的很難挨...對,我很怕寂寞...但卻偏偏常被寂寞包圍...有好幾次想過回頭,但決定了的事,行錯了一步便再也難以回頭... 我有後悔過當初的決定...但既然放開了便應走下去...
然後,偶然下我發現到原來大家在那段曾經一起的日子裡也隱藏了真我...在離去然後再重遇後我才知道原來大家曾經一直也在遷就著對方...因為這樣,我沒有再後悔當初的決定..只是有時侯還是會記掛著從前的日子...
我沒有後悔...但是我真的再也不想過那一段難熬的日子了...我真的很怕寂寞...所以當同一個念頭再一次在我腦海中泛起的時侯,我真的很難受...或許沒有了我,某人可能真的會開心一點....
這一次我真的想捉緊多一點的,但是我不知道我會不會重蹈覆轍....拜託,唔好再令我有這個想法了好不好???
(012803 04:02)
有時侯會想假若那時沒有鬆開雙手,今天我們又會怎樣...... 我不知道,我只知道剛鬆開手再次獨自一人在宇宙中飛行著的那一段日子真的很難挨...對,我很怕寂寞...但卻偏偏常被寂寞包圍...有好幾次想過回頭,但決定了的事,行錯了一步便再也難以回頭... 我有後悔過當初的決定...但既然放開了便應走下去...
然後,偶然下我發現到原來大家在那段曾經一起的日子裡也隱藏了真我...在離去然後再重遇後我才知道原來大家曾經一直也在遷就著對方...因為這樣,我沒有再後悔當初的決定..只是有時侯還是會記掛著從前的日子...
我沒有後悔...但是我真的再也不想過那一段難熬的日子了...我真的很怕寂寞...所以當同一個念頭再一次在我腦海中泛起的時侯,我真的很難受...或許沒有了我,某人可能真的會開心一點....
這一次我真的想捉緊多一點的,但是我不知道我會不會重蹈覆轍....拜託,唔好再令我有這個想法了好不好???
(012803 04:02)