WARNING (Again): 假如你還未看今朝的賽事s +打算看重播/花絮的話﹐你還是遲D再返唻吧啦﹗
**********戇在世杯的日子~~~~~~DENMARK vs. URUGUAY + GERMANY vs. SAUDI ARABIA**********
晨早有場0230o架。。不過小戇尋日夜晚同珍珍､馬騮DD､NY大衛同學､海豚(為什麼會叫海豚的呢﹖﹖)加CHRISTINA(是這個名字吧。。。)偷進了某地方打羽毛球打到都幾夜下。除了戇之外﹐所有人也是金寶雞湯的人嗎﹗﹖唔。。。都說了戇不是太好打的啦。。。勁俾人剎球。。。唔。。。馬騮DD要做多D運動。。。成日話打o個陣時“lak lak" 聲。。。即係話D骨頭晨早硬化晒啦。。。佢仲要車我返屋企o架喎。。。不過好在小朋友無險咁返到屋企。。。無驚就唔敢講喇。。。差Do向彎位上CURB。。。驚驚。。。不過馬騮DD已經算駕車駕得不錯的了。。有D信心先得o架嗎。。。兩年都仲叫新牌仔咩﹗﹖
一返到屋企即刻沖涼吹頭覺覺豬。。。原本想0230 起來睇波o架﹐不過後尾諗清楚都係費事喇。。。橫豎今日晏D有重播。。不過我諗我都唔會睇o架喇。。。終於小朋友都係o向0500先起身睇DENMARK同烏拉圭o個場。。。小戇覺得幾好睇喎﹐但不知為什麼笨爸爸朝早(只看了下半場的人。。。)跟小戇說他不這麼認為喎。。唔。。。小戇原本也打算不看的了繼續睡的。。。但是還是抵受不住﹐下了樓下看。。。錯過了開頭的兩分幾鐘。。。嘩。。好彩無入球。。自己一個的躲在LIVING ROOM睇波(笨爸下半場在自己房看。。。嘖。。。)DENMARK入球時想嗌也不敢﹐怕吵醒笨媽媽。。。(三分幾時﹐笨妹夜晚探洗手間時聽到聲落唻八左八。。。五分幾鐘時﹐笨媽去探洗手間時又過唻八左八。。。)
不過小朋友還是覺得DENMARK vs URUGUAY的那場好過德國o個場(笨爸那場已經起身﹐走左落唻睇喇﹗﹗)可能係因為DENMARKo個場我覺得打得比較公平D啦。。。GERMANYo個場。。。SAUDI ARABIA輸o既係身高､體格﹐輸o既係腳短､跑得比別人慢。。。今天的比賽﹐我不太喜歡德國。。雖然未開場時﹐笨小朋友已經跟笨爸講德國一定會贏。。。但是八比零的結果又有點兒過份。。。德國﹐個人認為是仗著自己的體格比人好所以成日去撞人。。。不喜歡這種因天生因素而出現的結局。。。不過這個世界就是這樣的了。可能是因為我開始同情沙地的球員吧﹐所以才不太喜歡德國。。。不過客觀D唻講﹐德國又真係幾有戰略o既﹐知道人地的弱點便攻那點。。。大大腳大大腳咁踢走到人家喘晒氣。。。其實沙地的球員也很努力的了﹐他們到了最後幾分鐘﹐雖然知道自己輸梗(每半場比人地入四球你都唔好話唔大打擊。。。)但還是很起勢地跑﹐去攻。。。不過實力又真是相差太遠了。。。但論運動精神他們也是不輸比德國的。。。德國其實又真的是打得不錯。。不過小戇就是個人不喜歡這種拑著別人來打的事。。。真的是拑著別人來打嗎。。。8比0。。。。假若德國可以留一面給沙地﹐讓他們入返一球不用他們食蛋也好呀。。。唉﹐不過世界就是這樣的﹐比賽就是這樣。。。假若讓賽﹐我想沙地的球員也不會興奮吧。。。唉。。。
戇之世杯觀察一﹕DENMARK vs URUGUAYo個個鬍“SO”球証很好笑容。。。好多時個CAMERA PAN去佢o個度o既時候﹐佢都係o向度微微笑o既。。。除左比黃牌o個陣。。。
戇之世杯觀察二﹕DENMARK vs URUGUAY 2 比1。。。黃牌數量都好似係2 比1。。如果小戇無記錯的話。
戇之世杯觀察三﹕GERMANY 同SAUDI ARABIA出場o個陣﹐有個日本小DD都好似幾高下喎。。。德國球員已經高o架啦。。。個小DD個頭仲要到佢膊頭。。。佢側邊D細路又矮D喇喎。。。個鏡頭PAN埋去D球員o個度(唱德國國歌o個陣。。)係寧寧啥啥有個黑色頭殼頂遮住某德國球員件白o雪o雪JERSEY。。。。
戇之世杯觀察四﹕ 今日戇睇o個兩場都好似有三張黃牌咁多呀。。。尋日法國o個場都無咁多。。。
戇之世杯觀察五﹕德國仗著自己高﹐成日用頭頂球入龍門。。。八球有五､六球都係用頭頂入o架。。。遠處射入o個野。。。好明顯係沙地自己失守﹗﹗﹗﹗
戇之今日世杯廣告之最﹕最喜歡某某運動牌字的FOOTBALLITIS廣告。。。“人才濟濟”呀。。有ZIDANE､BECKHAM､BARTHEZ+超有名光頭佬球証。。。有可愛小狗和很好笑的白頭老人甲。。。真的很好看的一個廣告。。。
戇之今日世杯之星﹕DENMARK的TOMASSON。。。兩球都係佢頂入o架。。。o耶﹗﹗﹗(雖然GERMANY的KLOSE一場有三球入。。。八分三。。。而且﹐我還是喜歡DENMARK 的TOMASSON多D。。。)
今晚有四場。。。睇邊場好呢﹖﹖想睇ARGENTINA。。。想睇英格蘭。。。偏偏兩場唔係連住。。。即係小朋友要“目訓”下醒下咁﹖﹖﹖﹖點算好呢﹖﹖
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Saturday, June 01, 2002
Friday, May 31, 2002
This part is espeically for Kris... as she complained that she couldn't read any of my blogs. So here is one little pathetic paragraph of which you might be of concern... Well actually, I thought of doing another English blog on top of this one that I'm doing. However, after some "careful consideration" and knowing that the English one will just be deserted after one week, I decided not to... sigh~~
Yeah.. So yesterday morning after jogging with mom...went back home and sat in front of the computer again going online.. found out that Harken Lee has a new release... with the 2002 FIFA World Cup song that he sings in it.. yeah.. so.. yeah. em.. then I got a phone call.. surprisingly, it was good news.. (surprisingly becuz currently all phone calls are either cold calls from certain certain company that interrupt my nice chat with Mr. Chow or bad news ones, well at least not so good news..) Em. I was overjoyed in some sort of way, but not really... sigh.. cuz there are other stuff then I'll have to be worried about.. but anyways.
I was going to leave early but ended up waiting until mom got home and gave me a ride to the subway station. I was early... again.. for half an hour +... should have went to the library to pick up this book first.. but just in case I would be late again like last time, I decided not to.. so therefore I was like 45 minutes early.. crap.. stupid old me find myself very stupid just standing in front of a pub for like 45 minutes.. just in case the pub owner might thought that I was planning to rob him or anything.. I decided to have a big stroll around... em... I went all the way across, around and near the Varshitty... (it was kinda shitty, you've got to admit... that's why they have to have the renovation... or rather.. the reconstruction..) explored around the campus.. looking for a clock or sth.. cuz stupid old me forgot my watch and didn't have a cell with me.. found this nice short cut.. not really a short cut.. but kinda. back to the Library.. looked at the parking meter... crap.. less than 15 minutes.. so .. I decided to walk back... and still managed to be early.. so I stood in front of Mac's.. where there is shade and sorta in a corner... em... close by... I think it's a certain bum's territory.... either my presence threatened him or he had earned enough for lunch, he decided to pack and leave... em.. then quickly, the bum's territory was occupied by this group of girls who started smoking... luckily the wind was blowing in the other direction which was really nice...
Met up with Kris and Karen, em.. my SUMMER BUDDIES.. and then Kinz came... funny how all names start with Ks... except mine of course.. yes I'm special.. and I'd like to keep it that way... and all the Ks are Artsies (no offence) for now anyways... We went to this Vietnam place for lunch... I remain special again by ordering a number 5 while the others order a number 6.... em.. tis just noodles.. with raw meat or cooked ones... theirs is mixed... mine is cooked... what's the diff?? dont' really see any difference... It was ok.. and then we went for a sundae at Mac to cool down... crap.. I think I got a sun burn on my face yesterday.. although there wasn't much sun.but the weather was kinda stuffy.. so I suspected that I got my face scorned... some how... I think.. that's the word.. but anyways... yeah.. COOL Macs have 2 sundaes for $2.. and 2 Cones for $1.. which is REALLY good... cuz it was so darn hot yesterday.. but em... don't know why.. only fat old me and the skinny kinz had the sundaes while the other ppl just sat and watched us it...
We escorted the person with weekly crushes to Bay to meet up with her friend... Then Karen and I went back to the library.. With Karen going online doing Greek or Latin stuff and I picking out the book that has long been asked for... and finally found it... Said bye to Karen on my way down. (It's just so weird that we only meet up in the summer... it's as if we hibernate in the winter....) and then went to SS just to pick up a Star cuz Kinz said there is a world cup special... hack.. I definitely went for that... and when I got there... there were none on the rack... ... so I was thinking maybe I should go to this other place to pick up a free copy... and then I sat down on the shaky couch.. staring hungrily at this guy's Star... he wasn't reading that section anyways... but I ended up spotting this other rack on the other entrance.. with two sets of Star on the rack.. yo hoo... I picked up the good one of course... spent the rest of the time reading or pretending to read the Star until meeting up with GG and KK to go house checking...
Checked out this big house... which can fit more than like 10 ppl.. but the thing is there is only one bathrooom with a shower.. there is another powder room with no shower though.. well that's why powder room is called powder room... and the owner kinda limited us to like 4 to 6 ppl.... and the rent is way too high for us... 4 ppl at least.. it would be perfect for 8 or 10... and it's kinda too far .sigh.. too bad... it would have been nice for us... so.. we need some more consideration...
Anyways.. that's about it.. crap.. this is so not one little pathetic paragraph.. it's so darn long... and I still think my chinese blogging skills are well better than my English ones... if there is ever skills involved... Anyways that was my day yesterday... today for me it's just gonna be soccer... WORLD CUP.. especially when the result was like THAT...
Yeah.. So yesterday morning after jogging with mom...went back home and sat in front of the computer again going online.. found out that Harken Lee has a new release... with the 2002 FIFA World Cup song that he sings in it.. yeah.. so.. yeah. em.. then I got a phone call.. surprisingly, it was good news.. (surprisingly becuz currently all phone calls are either cold calls from certain certain company that interrupt my nice chat with Mr. Chow or bad news ones, well at least not so good news..) Em. I was overjoyed in some sort of way, but not really... sigh.. cuz there are other stuff then I'll have to be worried about.. but anyways.
I was going to leave early but ended up waiting until mom got home and gave me a ride to the subway station. I was early... again.. for half an hour +... should have went to the library to pick up this book first.. but just in case I would be late again like last time, I decided not to.. so therefore I was like 45 minutes early.. crap.. stupid old me find myself very stupid just standing in front of a pub for like 45 minutes.. just in case the pub owner might thought that I was planning to rob him or anything.. I decided to have a big stroll around... em... I went all the way across, around and near the Varshitty... (it was kinda shitty, you've got to admit... that's why they have to have the renovation... or rather.. the reconstruction..) explored around the campus.. looking for a clock or sth.. cuz stupid old me forgot my watch and didn't have a cell with me.. found this nice short cut.. not really a short cut.. but kinda. back to the Library.. looked at the parking meter... crap.. less than 15 minutes.. so .. I decided to walk back... and still managed to be early.. so I stood in front of Mac's.. where there is shade and sorta in a corner... em... close by... I think it's a certain bum's territory.... either my presence threatened him or he had earned enough for lunch, he decided to pack and leave... em.. then quickly, the bum's territory was occupied by this group of girls who started smoking... luckily the wind was blowing in the other direction which was really nice...
Met up with Kris and Karen, em.. my SUMMER BUDDIES.. and then Kinz came... funny how all names start with Ks... except mine of course.. yes I'm special.. and I'd like to keep it that way... and all the Ks are Artsies (no offence) for now anyways... We went to this Vietnam place for lunch... I remain special again by ordering a number 5 while the others order a number 6.... em.. tis just noodles.. with raw meat or cooked ones... theirs is mixed... mine is cooked... what's the diff?? dont' really see any difference... It was ok.. and then we went for a sundae at Mac to cool down... crap.. I think I got a sun burn on my face yesterday.. although there wasn't much sun.but the weather was kinda stuffy.. so I suspected that I got my face scorned... some how... I think.. that's the word.. but anyways... yeah.. COOL Macs have 2 sundaes for $2.. and 2 Cones for $1.. which is REALLY good... cuz it was so darn hot yesterday.. but em... don't know why.. only fat old me and the skinny kinz had the sundaes while the other ppl just sat and watched us it...
We escorted the person with weekly crushes to Bay to meet up with her friend... Then Karen and I went back to the library.. With Karen going online doing Greek or Latin stuff and I picking out the book that has long been asked for... and finally found it... Said bye to Karen on my way down. (It's just so weird that we only meet up in the summer... it's as if we hibernate in the winter....) and then went to SS just to pick up a Star cuz Kinz said there is a world cup special... hack.. I definitely went for that... and when I got there... there were none on the rack... ... so I was thinking maybe I should go to this other place to pick up a free copy... and then I sat down on the shaky couch.. staring hungrily at this guy's Star... he wasn't reading that section anyways... but I ended up spotting this other rack on the other entrance.. with two sets of Star on the rack.. yo hoo... I picked up the good one of course... spent the rest of the time reading or pretending to read the Star until meeting up with GG and KK to go house checking...
Checked out this big house... which can fit more than like 10 ppl.. but the thing is there is only one bathrooom with a shower.. there is another powder room with no shower though.. well that's why powder room is called powder room... and the owner kinda limited us to like 4 to 6 ppl.... and the rent is way too high for us... 4 ppl at least.. it would be perfect for 8 or 10... and it's kinda too far .sigh.. too bad... it would have been nice for us... so.. we need some more consideration...
Anyways.. that's about it.. crap.. this is so not one little pathetic paragraph.. it's so darn long... and I still think my chinese blogging skills are well better than my English ones... if there is ever skills involved... Anyways that was my day yesterday... today for me it's just gonna be soccer... WORLD CUP.. especially when the result was like THAT...
WARNING﹕假若你還未看今朝的那場揭幕戰而你又錄影了或打算看花絮的話﹐笨小戇勸你遲D先好睇呢個BLOG喇。
**********戇在世杯的日子~~~~~~揭幕禮+揭幕戰﹕FRANCE VS SENEGAL**********
晨早較了鬧鐘起來﹐起來第一件事﹐開電視。。。唔未開始。。。走落廚房行下CATWALK騷擾一下正努力邊刨電視邊唔知做緊乜o既笨小妹。。
笨小妹﹕咁早起身做乜呀﹖﹖﹖
笨小戇﹕(極度驚奇o既神情與語氣+高八度音頻)睇波嗎﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗
笨小妹﹕o下﹖﹖
笨小戇﹕(極度不耐煩。。。心諗﹕為什麼你還不知道的﹖﹖昨晚我已經很揚o架喇喎﹗﹖你到底是什麼人﹖還不知道是世杯開鑼﹖﹖﹖)睇波呀嗎。。。今日開波呀。。。
笨小妹﹕OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO。。。。
趁未開波求求期期快快趣趣刷牙洗臉食早餐坐定定睇開幕儀式。。。個人o黎講比較最喜歡第二段以溝通為主題的那PART表演。。。科技新資訊那PART好像很漂亮的樣子。。。那些旗搖得很好看嗎。。。真的好像是資料傳送的樣子。
等到笨爸也起身了才開波。。。
一開始個FLOW好慢﹐無ZIDANE係差咁Do野。。。全個球賽戇講得最多o既就係“嘩﹗﹗﹗有無攪錯呀﹗﹗﹗”､“攪錯。。。咁都BLAH BLAH BLAH。。。”､“嘖﹗﹗﹗”加多句“搖﹗﹗﹗”(自己諗下呢個字有乜用意喇。。)再加多個“頂﹗﹗﹗”﹐而笨爸爸講o既就係“o拿﹗係唔係呢﹖都話足球係圓o架啦﹗﹗﹗”､“嘖﹗”加“哎呀﹗﹗﹗”
由我o地D EXPRESSIONS 你都應該可以估到個結果係點o架啦。
法國今天真的沒啥運氣可言。。。有好幾個好好好機會都唔入。有好幾次又撞柱又撞眉。。中場又好像評訹員話齋“甩手甩腳”。。。
小戇o向評判吹雞o個刻直頭衝口而出o左句﹕“頂﹗有病呀﹖﹖”
笨爸爸看完奸笑又再說﹕“都話足球係圓o架啦﹗下次巴西都會輸比中國呀﹗”(最後呢PART對小戇o黎講絕對梗耳﹗﹗﹗)
笨小戇好堅決地說﹕“唔會o架﹗巴西係唔會輸比中國o既﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗”
不過無可否認SENEGAL19號o個隻死雞又係執得幾好o既。。。SENEGAL 隊波今戰真係打得幾好o既。。。法國就差D。。。發揮唔到。。。唉。。。
警告你呀下巴西﹐我買重你贏o架。。
回頭諗一諗﹐如果法國以第一名出線就會有機會對巴西。。。如果法國宜家以第二名出線咁巴西o既雞會咪會大D囉﹗﹗﹗咁都幾好喎﹗﹗﹗
剛剛打打下BLOG﹐笨媽媽打來說美國笨舅父一定會來﹐可能要小戇招呼他們。。。AS LONG AS 招呼與睇波唔會有乜抵觸﹐我都OKo既。。。不要說我冷血。。。世杯四年一次﹐舅父探我們一年也可以有幾次。。。
有D眼“目訓”添。。。打完BLOGS要去補眠先得。。。
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Thursday, May 30, 2002
Wednesday, May 29, 2002
世界上沒有咁大隻青蛙隨街跳o既﹗工亦不會打到上門找你做。。。。昨天見的那間“診所”。。怎樣說好呢。打個譬如呀。就好像小戇感冒咁呀﹐但係走到去間診所﹐聽左個醫師講一大輪好似好偉大o既o野﹐但係又好似好無POINTo既o野﹐然後發現o個個醫師原來唔係醫外科而係醫鐵打o既。。。
小戇不愚有詐所以搵埋笨媽跟我一起去再見個醫師。。。但是笨媽媽坐在車上等小朋友嗎。。。小朋友自己一個跟一大班人看VIDEO睇PRESENTATION。。。聽人家說那些什麼什麼偉論。。。他們把這個世界說到好像所有東西也是用錢去衝量般﹐說什麼什麼他們比什麼什麼好﹐可以幫人家在比較短的時間內找到比較多的錢。。。總之﹐他們在EMPHASIZE自己是如何如何的偉大地去幫助人﹐可是他們始終也沒有說他們的診所錢從何來﹐他們不用開飯的嗎。。。聽了老半天﹐要笨家一大口人等到九點幾先開飯(有點慚愧。。。因為我一個人﹐要笨媽呆了一晚﹐要笨爸+笨小妹吃著花生充饑)﹐小戇都只係有一個模糊o既CONCEPT。。。小戇的CONCEPT就是他們的公司形式就好像做傳銷的人而已嗎﹐不過不是推銷產品﹐而是幫人做投資。。。我也相信他們是一間正當公司喇﹐但是這不是小戇的那杯茶。他們的目標跟我的目標不太一樣喇。。。我的目標其實不一定要是千萬富豪才能實現的。。。我的目標其實有錢也未必能去實現。錢無疑是緊要喇﹐但對戇來說的緊要跟他們眼中的緊要還差很遠。。。我還是不信這個世界上的任何一個人也能成大富翁。做不成有錢人也可以快快樂樂的生活的嗎。。。我要重申﹐他們應該是正經商人來的。只是我的目標跟他們的目標差遠什大所以才會覺得不大適合我喇。。。
走前不好意思當面推搪﹐所以求求期期SET了個日子再見個醫師﹐但是到約定時間之前不久﹐那個醫師將會收到我的一個電話與一個善意的謊言。。當然﹐假若不是謊言對戇來說會是更好的喇。怎樣也好﹐就好像笨媽媽話齋﹐這也算是一個很好的經驗吧﹐也是很好的練習。
小戇不愚有詐所以搵埋笨媽跟我一起去再見個醫師。。。但是笨媽媽坐在車上等小朋友嗎。。。小朋友自己一個跟一大班人看VIDEO睇PRESENTATION。。。聽人家說那些什麼什麼偉論。。。他們把這個世界說到好像所有東西也是用錢去衝量般﹐說什麼什麼他們比什麼什麼好﹐可以幫人家在比較短的時間內找到比較多的錢。。。總之﹐他們在EMPHASIZE自己是如何如何的偉大地去幫助人﹐可是他們始終也沒有說他們的診所錢從何來﹐他們不用開飯的嗎。。。聽了老半天﹐要笨家一大口人等到九點幾先開飯(有點慚愧。。。因為我一個人﹐要笨媽呆了一晚﹐要笨爸+笨小妹吃著花生充饑)﹐小戇都只係有一個模糊o既CONCEPT。。。小戇的CONCEPT就是他們的公司形式就好像做傳銷的人而已嗎﹐不過不是推銷產品﹐而是幫人做投資。。。我也相信他們是一間正當公司喇﹐但是這不是小戇的那杯茶。他們的目標跟我的目標不太一樣喇。。。我的目標其實不一定要是千萬富豪才能實現的。。。我的目標其實有錢也未必能去實現。錢無疑是緊要喇﹐但對戇來說的緊要跟他們眼中的緊要還差很遠。。。我還是不信這個世界上的任何一個人也能成大富翁。做不成有錢人也可以快快樂樂的生活的嗎。。。我要重申﹐他們應該是正經商人來的。只是我的目標跟他們的目標差遠什大所以才會覺得不大適合我喇。。。
走前不好意思當面推搪﹐所以求求期期SET了個日子再見個醫師﹐但是到約定時間之前不久﹐那個醫師將會收到我的一個電話與一個善意的謊言。。當然﹐假若不是謊言對戇來說會是更好的喇。怎樣也好﹐就好像笨媽媽話齋﹐這也算是一個很好的經驗吧﹐也是很好的練習。
世盃倒數第二天
戇今朝發了一個很多很多人的夢。。簡直可以用“人才濟濟”去形容。。。
在一個偌大的LECTURE THEATRE中﹐一如以往早到了的戇坐在比較前排的位置﹐身邊那些全是很陌生很陌生的人。戇嘗試去融入﹐但始終也是格格不入。
LECTURE快要開始前﹐孤獨無聊的人往後一看﹐看到天使､多泥飛等人坐在不遠的後面。距離是不太遠﹐但也有好幾行之隔。不太遠卻無論怎樣伸手也觸摸不到的地方。
孤獨的人看到人家快快樂樂的傾談著﹐再望望身邊的那些很陌生的人。本打算搬到她們附近坐的﹐可是再次回頭一掃她們所在的一行﹐看到她們附近的坐位也被霸佔了。所以只好乖乖的留在原處﹐羨慕著､觀看著。。。在她們附近不遠處﹐在同一行隔了好幾個位置的地方坐著的是一個戇以為自己已經忘記了､放下了的人。。。在那個夢中﹐我變成了在雪地中閉著雙眼的北極熊﹐好像沒有人察覺到戇的樣子。。。
夢在不知不覺中完結。醒來後賴在梳化上不起來﹐繼續看我的公仔書。不知是受復活了的吉良朔夜的影響。。。不﹐是路西華才對。還是最近樣衰亞闊的詩人氣質上了戇身。。。想到了另一個畫面。。。
銀色的筆尖刮在白色纖維上的聲音正尖銳痛苦地申訢著我的思念﹐藍色的血染污了純白的紙。
把那張佈滿了思念的紙緊緊的握在右手手掌中。紙張發出最後一聲嘶嚦的悲嗚。
手中的思念已在緊握的拳頭內燃燒著﹐變成小碎塊。
把手掌打開﹐想讓手中的灰燼隨風而飄走。
但當手指離開手心的那刻﹐飛出來的不是灰燼﹐而是一隻隻白色蝴蝶。
白色蝴蝶飛到空中﹐在碰到雲層的那一刻幻化成白霧將我緊緊的籠罩著。
唔。。。這一幕由型到震的吉良朔夜去做出來的話一定型到爆。。。寫這個BLOG的時候﹐戇的背景音樂正是王光良的“回到一個人”。。。讓這首音樂佩襯著這一個超型的畫面。。。嘩。。。效果一定很酷很型﹐型到無法去形容。
戇今朝發了一個很多很多人的夢。。簡直可以用“人才濟濟”去形容。。。
在一個偌大的LECTURE THEATRE中﹐一如以往早到了的戇坐在比較前排的位置﹐身邊那些全是很陌生很陌生的人。戇嘗試去融入﹐但始終也是格格不入。
LECTURE快要開始前﹐孤獨無聊的人往後一看﹐看到天使､多泥飛等人坐在不遠的後面。距離是不太遠﹐但也有好幾行之隔。不太遠卻無論怎樣伸手也觸摸不到的地方。
孤獨的人看到人家快快樂樂的傾談著﹐再望望身邊的那些很陌生的人。本打算搬到她們附近坐的﹐可是再次回頭一掃她們所在的一行﹐看到她們附近的坐位也被霸佔了。所以只好乖乖的留在原處﹐羨慕著､觀看著。。。在她們附近不遠處﹐在同一行隔了好幾個位置的地方坐著的是一個戇以為自己已經忘記了､放下了的人。。。在那個夢中﹐我變成了在雪地中閉著雙眼的北極熊﹐好像沒有人察覺到戇的樣子。。。
夢在不知不覺中完結。醒來後賴在梳化上不起來﹐繼續看我的公仔書。不知是受復活了的吉良朔夜的影響。。。不﹐是路西華才對。還是最近樣衰亞闊的詩人氣質上了戇身。。。想到了另一個畫面。。。
銀色的筆尖刮在白色纖維上的聲音正尖銳痛苦地申訢著我的思念﹐藍色的血染污了純白的紙。
把那張佈滿了思念的紙緊緊的握在右手手掌中。紙張發出最後一聲嘶嚦的悲嗚。
手中的思念已在緊握的拳頭內燃燒著﹐變成小碎塊。
把手掌打開﹐想讓手中的灰燼隨風而飄走。
但當手指離開手心的那刻﹐飛出來的不是灰燼﹐而是一隻隻白色蝴蝶。
白色蝴蝶飛到空中﹐在碰到雲層的那一刻幻化成白霧將我緊緊的籠罩著。
唔。。。這一幕由型到震的吉良朔夜去做出來的話一定型到爆。。。寫這個BLOG的時候﹐戇的背景音樂正是王光良的“回到一個人”。。。讓這首音樂佩襯著這一個超型的畫面。。。嘩。。。效果一定很酷很型﹐型到無法去形容。
Tuesday, May 28, 2002
今朝不情不願的晨早起來因為要去睇醫生醫無業遊民候群症。。郵差戇拿著一個大側“子貝”袋﹐踢著一條摺了起來的黑色長褲﹐上身穿著一件藍色的BLOUSE上路去﹐十足十一個好PROo既郵差咁。只可惜我~不~是~去Canada Post見工。。。穿起龍袍都唔似太子的人就是這樣渾渾噩噩的去到山卡拉咁西面的地方。。。間“診所”都幾SUSPICIOUS下。。。出面無大牌o既。。。個高佬RECEPTION坐o個張仲要係一張農場隨處都見到o既摺“木台”。。。這間大大大大大公司又真係幾大喎﹐因為好似無乜傢私嗎。小戇間屋無晒d傢私都會好大o架。。。不過見郵差戇o個位女醫師都幾好人。。。她跟我說﹐如果我乎合條件便要見第二次﹐再見第三次。。。間公司真係好大喎﹐要見咁多次o既﹖﹖(皺眉~ING~__~)有D恐佈添囉。。。點解見個醫師第二次要o向夜晚1900見o架﹖唔﹐我都唔知喇。。。不過今日郵差戇見醫師也算是有很好的表現了。。。是有史以來最好的一次﹐但也不是太好喇。。。最好﹐可能是因為根本都無諗過會見得成﹐個病會醫得好。所以在無壓力狀態下﹐本著去練習見醫師的心態､去玩下的心態﹐可能就是這個原因所以比之前見的那些好得多。但是郵差戇還是有窒口窒舌的毛病。。點解呢﹖﹖ANYWAYS﹐見完就算﹐佢真係叫我再見佢我先再諗咯﹗
比人問完一大寸問題出到大公司門口便戴上副超離去了。。。戴o左副超仲似好PRO好PROo既郵差小朋友。。。我真的要考慮下為CANADA POST 服務~~
比人問完我有乜五年理想﹐回家無聊繼續發夢。。。其實我宜家此刻的夢想是可以在世界每一個角落都留下我的足印。。昨天上這個UNICEF的網趾看過﹐很可惜它不請人呢。連幫佢手做義工都要過五關斬六障的。。。嘖﹐好威咩﹖﹖(雖然真係好威。。。)唉。。。郵差戇剛剛還在想﹐我的夢想就是要走遍世界各地增廣見聞﹐邊走邊把自己所想的所見到的寫下來然後出一本書賺返D錢又繼續再走過。。。其實有時候小朋友也會發夢想出書的。。。但是發夢就是發夢嗎昨晚跟文迪講開。。。就是知道沒有可能的嗎。。。一﹐我的文筆不好。二﹐我不出名﹐沒有人會給唔知乜水出書的。三﹐我憑什麼去出書。是﹐我是很清醒很理智的。就是知道沒有那個可能才會去發夢喇。。。其實我最想做的不是去出書﹐而是去走遍全宇宙嗎。。。這個應該不太難吧。。。只要郵差戇努力去賺錢﹐應該可以實現到o既。。。
是呀。不知為什麼時不時就會突然很想幫某個機構打工。。。近排係UNICEF。。。早一排聖誕呢﹐我好想幫手做聖誕老人回信o架。。不過可惜佢o地剩係請CANADA POSTo既人去做。。。TOO BAD。。。唔﹐再早一排笨爸從美國回來帶一點小手信給我﹐我又想去NASA做喇喎。。。所以可能因為咁入左NY。。。HEHEHEHEHEHEEE。。 我是不是有點怪﹖是不是還有點幼稚呢﹖﹖
比人問完一大寸問題出到大公司門口便戴上副超離去了。。。戴o左副超仲似好PRO好PROo既郵差小朋友。。。我真的要考慮下為CANADA POST 服務~~
比人問完我有乜五年理想﹐回家無聊繼續發夢。。。其實我宜家此刻的夢想是可以在世界每一個角落都留下我的足印。。昨天上這個UNICEF的網趾看過﹐很可惜它不請人呢。連幫佢手做義工都要過五關斬六障的。。。嘖﹐好威咩﹖﹖(雖然真係好威。。。)唉。。。郵差戇剛剛還在想﹐我的夢想就是要走遍世界各地增廣見聞﹐邊走邊把自己所想的所見到的寫下來然後出一本書賺返D錢又繼續再走過。。。其實有時候小朋友也會發夢想出書的。。。但是發夢就是發夢嗎昨晚跟文迪講開。。。就是知道沒有可能的嗎。。。一﹐我的文筆不好。二﹐我不出名﹐沒有人會給唔知乜水出書的。三﹐我憑什麼去出書。是﹐我是很清醒很理智的。就是知道沒有那個可能才會去發夢喇。。。其實我最想做的不是去出書﹐而是去走遍全宇宙嗎。。。這個應該不太難吧。。。只要郵差戇努力去賺錢﹐應該可以實現到o既。。。
是呀。不知為什麼時不時就會突然很想幫某個機構打工。。。近排係UNICEF。。。早一排聖誕呢﹐我好想幫手做聖誕老人回信o架。。不過可惜佢o地剩係請CANADA POSTo既人去做。。。TOO BAD。。。唔﹐再早一排笨爸從美國回來帶一點小手信給我﹐我又想去NASA做喇喎。。。所以可能因為咁入左NY。。。HEHEHEHEHEHEEE。。 我是不是有點怪﹖是不是還有點幼稚呢﹖﹖
剛剛因為工作需要﹐所以搵返o向農場最後一年o個本AGENDA出o黎。發覺原來第一個SEM的我真的很有詩人風範o耶﹗﹗﹗在AGENDA寫的短篇文章簡直精而簡呀。最重要o既就係宜家的我讀返不久前自己寫的東東也還能找到共鳴。是我還是如年半前一樣想法還沒有變嗎﹖大概是吧。。。第二個SEM﹐不知是太忙的關係還是開始懂得樂觀面對生活﹐沒有了那些小段文章了。。。
大概是在12班下學期開始吧﹐喜歡在AGENDA中寫下想到的句子﹐喜歡的句子﹐當時的心情等等。。。多數也不是十分開心的東東喇。。。只是某一些自己的感覺與現實觀察到的一些。。。
最近的BLOGS沒有了從前的精與簡﹐取而代之的是水蛇春的東東。。或許這樣更好吧。。。
這是最近我在ICQ INFO 中作的油詩。。其實也不是詩喇﹐只是一篇短篇的東東。我想到什麼便寫什麼喇﹗
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~孤獨探伐~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
在如夢般的現實中﹐舞動著的跳舞公仔很努力的尋找著旋律。
永沒休止的孤獨姿態﹐美麗但悲傷。
看不到終結的探伐﹐無奈的進行著。
美妙地擺動著的一雙手﹐抓到的只有虛無的空氣。
縱然有時會感到累﹐但還得繼續下去。
因為﹐這就是跳舞公仔的生命。(嘩﹗戇在作詩o耶﹗052602 02:16)
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以下的是戇在SEP 22.2001那天寫下的﹕
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突然有一刻醒來發覺從前的自己很幼稚﹐總是認為自己所做的一切一切也很偉大的。縱然現在的我仍是懷著這種心態去面對生存﹐但心裡還是清楚知道原來自己的“偉大”只不過是自私的籍口。
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跟從前的自己談話真的很有趣。。。
大概是在12班下學期開始吧﹐喜歡在AGENDA中寫下想到的句子﹐喜歡的句子﹐當時的心情等等。。。多數也不是十分開心的東東喇。。。只是某一些自己的感覺與現實觀察到的一些。。。
最近的BLOGS沒有了從前的精與簡﹐取而代之的是水蛇春的東東。。或許這樣更好吧。。。
這是最近我在ICQ INFO 中作的油詩。。其實也不是詩喇﹐只是一篇短篇的東東。我想到什麼便寫什麼喇﹗
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~孤獨探伐~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
在如夢般的現實中﹐舞動著的跳舞公仔很努力的尋找著旋律。
永沒休止的孤獨姿態﹐美麗但悲傷。
看不到終結的探伐﹐無奈的進行著。
美妙地擺動著的一雙手﹐抓到的只有虛無的空氣。
縱然有時會感到累﹐但還得繼續下去。
因為﹐這就是跳舞公仔的生命。(嘩﹗戇在作詩o耶﹗052602 02:16)
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以下的是戇在SEP 22.2001那天寫下的﹕
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突然有一刻醒來發覺從前的自己很幼稚﹐總是認為自己所做的一切一切也很偉大的。縱然現在的我仍是懷著這種心態去面對生存﹐但心裡還是清楚知道原來自己的“偉大”只不過是自私的籍口。
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跟從前的自己談話真的很有趣。。。
Monday, May 27, 2002
跟文迪講開﹐原來我們是去同一間診所睇眼o既。As promised...
戇與田雞王子邂逅篇<重新修訂節錄版>
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Dec 22, 2001 (Sat)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
星期六﹐睇眼日。不要問小朋友為何在聖誕附近看醫生﹐因為小朋友剩係放假先得閒嗎。
去到診所﹐沒有了享利波特的陪伴原以為一定很無聊。但是不知是不是時運高﹐看到一個有五分似王力宏減一個大鼻再加多五分秀氣的OPTOM醫生哥哥在走來走去。嘩﹗﹗﹗小戇的田雞醫生走了去那裡﹖﹖我的醫生不是田雞醫生嗎﹖﹖﹖為何田雞會變王子的﹖﹖公主姐姐在那裡﹖﹖看來看去也看不到公主姐姐﹐只有一個RECEPTION亞蟬(嬸)。。
不只是外貌上的轉變﹐而是對病人的態度也好了十萬分o耶。起碼他還識跟小朋友講笑､傾計。
這是戇跟田雞王子的一段對話﹕
我﹕醫生呀﹐乜唔洗滴滴滴咩﹖﹖
醫生﹕你講個dilation? 唔洗次次做o架。。。你想做咩﹖﹖
我﹕唔係~~~(心諗﹕我包之得唔洗滴啦﹐我又可以早o的返屋企﹐醫生你又可以早o的放工去Party...)
醫生﹕你隻眼冇事呀﹐冇發炎呀。。
我﹕但係我左眼多好多眼膠o架喎。。。(小戇o個排隻眼係有D事o架﹐但係個個醫生都話我無事喎。)
醫生 ﹕咁你係唔係冇完全合埋隻眼“目訓”覺呀﹖﹖
我﹕梗係唔係啦﹗﹗。。。(傻傻地o既小朋友諗左一陣)唔係喎﹐我“目訓”o左又點知自己有冇合埋隻眼呀﹖﹖
田雞王子當然唔係騎白馬返工啦。佢騎o既係黑色TOYOTA跑車(好似係CELICA呀。)。。。嘩﹐又好人又幾好“享”又有靚車。。。。嘩嘩嘩嘩嘩﹗(五個嘩為滿分)
羨慕﹐羨慕。。。我雖然冇機會做靚人一族﹐但係有朝一日我希望可以好似醫生哥哥咁做到跑車一族。。。我希望下次見到醫生哥哥o個陣佢仲會好似宜家咁就好啦﹐千祈唔好因為做得耐變返做田雞咁就好喇﹗﹗
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結論就係﹕正如文迪話齋﹕“a prince... not my prince..”戇係絕對認同天使o既講法。靚仔==EYE CANDIES。EYE CANDIES ﹐望多D有益身心﹐讓生活得到平衡(呢個世界豬扒烏東又確實是多了一點。。。戇今天才在TOYOTA看到一個下等形的豬扒烏東。。<極品=最差﹐上等=差﹐中等=OK LA﹐下等=都OK o既>)唔﹐但是在男朋友前“目及”其他EYE CANDIES﹐是不是有點不尊重自己的那個EYE CANDY呢﹖﹖當然﹐戇也不能排除在自己的EYE CANDY前不“目及”其他CANDIESo既。。。唔﹐這是一個很值得深究的問題。。。其實揀一個不介意自己看其他EYE CANDIES的EYE CANDY 便不用煩了﹐嘩哈哈。。。自己的EYE CANDY更好看更能滿足五官便行了﹐嘩哈哈。。。
我想我在家悶得太久了﹐達不到這個平衡。。。戇最近正在迷的EYE CANDY﹕吉良朔夜。型到爆呀﹗﹗﹗超型。亦正亦邪﹐硬朗中帶點溫柔﹐COOL之中帶點體貼。WHAT MORE CAN YOU WANT呀﹖只可惜佢死左。。。嗚嗚嗚。。。整整一期無佢份﹐點算呀﹖﹖
最近﹐想返起從前養的小龜們。。。從前沒有好好的疼惜他們﹐所以沒有把他們好好養大。。。忽然之間又好想養返龜仔呀。。。我想養那些好長命好長命的龜仔。。。可以由細細隻養到大大隻o個D﹐可以養到比我當腳踏的SIZE。。。我名字也想好了(好像真的養的樣子呢)。。。叫朔夜或小朔或超朔也可以。。。亞吉也可以。你應該可以猜到這些名字是那裡來的吧。嘩哈哈。。。不是真的有得養喇。想不等於真的有得養嗎。。。不過真的是很想養。。
戇與田雞王子邂逅篇<重新修訂節錄版>
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Dec 22, 2001 (Sat)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
星期六﹐睇眼日。不要問小朋友為何在聖誕附近看醫生﹐因為小朋友剩係放假先得閒嗎。
去到診所﹐沒有了享利波特的陪伴原以為一定很無聊。但是不知是不是時運高﹐看到一個有五分似王力宏減一個大鼻再加多五分秀氣的OPTOM醫生哥哥在走來走去。嘩﹗﹗﹗小戇的田雞醫生走了去那裡﹖﹖我的醫生不是田雞醫生嗎﹖﹖﹖為何田雞會變王子的﹖﹖公主姐姐在那裡﹖﹖看來看去也看不到公主姐姐﹐只有一個RECEPTION亞蟬(嬸)。。
不只是外貌上的轉變﹐而是對病人的態度也好了十萬分o耶。起碼他還識跟小朋友講笑､傾計。
這是戇跟田雞王子的一段對話﹕
我﹕醫生呀﹐乜唔洗滴滴滴咩﹖﹖
醫生﹕你講個dilation? 唔洗次次做o架。。。你想做咩﹖﹖
我﹕唔係~~~(心諗﹕我包之得唔洗滴啦﹐我又可以早o的返屋企﹐醫生你又可以早o的放工去Party...)
醫生﹕你隻眼冇事呀﹐冇發炎呀。。
我﹕但係我左眼多好多眼膠o架喎。。。(小戇o個排隻眼係有D事o架﹐但係個個醫生都話我無事喎。)
醫生 ﹕咁你係唔係冇完全合埋隻眼“目訓”覺呀﹖﹖
我﹕梗係唔係啦﹗﹗。。。(傻傻地o既小朋友諗左一陣)唔係喎﹐我“目訓”o左又點知自己有冇合埋隻眼呀﹖﹖
田雞王子當然唔係騎白馬返工啦。佢騎o既係黑色TOYOTA跑車(好似係CELICA呀。)。。。嘩﹐又好人又幾好“享”又有靚車。。。。嘩嘩嘩嘩嘩﹗(五個嘩為滿分)
羨慕﹐羨慕。。。我雖然冇機會做靚人一族﹐但係有朝一日我希望可以好似醫生哥哥咁做到跑車一族。。。我希望下次見到醫生哥哥o個陣佢仲會好似宜家咁就好啦﹐千祈唔好因為做得耐變返做田雞咁就好喇﹗﹗
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
結論就係﹕正如文迪話齋﹕“a prince... not my prince..”戇係絕對認同天使o既講法。靚仔==EYE CANDIES。EYE CANDIES ﹐望多D有益身心﹐讓生活得到平衡(呢個世界豬扒烏東又確實是多了一點。。。戇今天才在TOYOTA看到一個下等形的豬扒烏東。。<極品=最差﹐上等=差﹐中等=OK LA﹐下等=都OK o既>)唔﹐但是在男朋友前“目及”其他EYE CANDIES﹐是不是有點不尊重自己的那個EYE CANDY呢﹖﹖當然﹐戇也不能排除在自己的EYE CANDY前不“目及”其他CANDIESo既。。。唔﹐這是一個很值得深究的問題。。。其實揀一個不介意自己看其他EYE CANDIES的EYE CANDY 便不用煩了﹐嘩哈哈。。。自己的EYE CANDY更好看更能滿足五官便行了﹐嘩哈哈。。。
我想我在家悶得太久了﹐達不到這個平衡。。。戇最近正在迷的EYE CANDY﹕吉良朔夜。型到爆呀﹗﹗﹗超型。亦正亦邪﹐硬朗中帶點溫柔﹐COOL之中帶點體貼。WHAT MORE CAN YOU WANT呀﹖只可惜佢死左。。。嗚嗚嗚。。。整整一期無佢份﹐點算呀﹖﹖
最近﹐想返起從前養的小龜們。。。從前沒有好好的疼惜他們﹐所以沒有把他們好好養大。。。忽然之間又好想養返龜仔呀。。。我想養那些好長命好長命的龜仔。。。可以由細細隻養到大大隻o個D﹐可以養到比我當腳踏的SIZE。。。我名字也想好了(好像真的養的樣子呢)。。。叫朔夜或小朔或超朔也可以。。。亞吉也可以。你應該可以猜到這些名字是那裡來的吧。嘩哈哈。。。不是真的有得養喇。想不等於真的有得養嗎。。。不過真的是很想養。。