前幾天獨個兒由茶島回樹屋的時侯,站在那一條在玻璃天花下的電動扶手電梯時想到了這個:
左行右企,扶手電梯不明文的乘搭方式...站在向下扶手電梯的我與身在向上扶手電梯的你,正在以最遠的距離或是最快的速度跟對方擦身而過...每次的相遇就是遙遠的瞭望,又或是短暫的邂逅....我們誰也沒有為誰慢下來, 還是一樣的在電梯的左邊走著; 誰也沒有為誰向左踏一步,只是呆呆的站在右邊偷看著大家..然後各自地讓對方從自己的身邊離去...
之前有一個旋轉門的啟發的不過下次才再打起來吧...
大概,要開始好好地構思之前說過的事了...唔...
Thursday, February 13, 2003
Friday, February 07, 2003
我開始越來越唔明白我自己..又或者根本上由一開始我都未曾瞭解過...我唔知自己到底想點,前面o既路我想點行..甚至乎連自己o既感覺都攪不懂...到底我想向那一個方向走???到底我要向左走還是向右走???但是我想無論向左還是向右...大概,注定要遇上的話始終還是會遇上的吧...但是始終,總是要選擇一條路來走...而在某些事情上...我好像選擇了去逃避....然而始終有一天還是會再一次來到交叉點,始終還是要去選擇.....或許逃避也是選擇的一種...決定了不去選擇其實大概也已經是一種選擇了...只是現在曾經逃避了的選擇再一次找到我,然而經過這些日子以後,可供我考慮的選擇卻變少了....很無奈..........
而現在的我選擇了在最忙碌的日子再一次逃避工作而去update這個blog....
無得救....
而現在的我選擇了在最忙碌的日子再一次逃避工作而去update這個blog....
無得救....
Thursday, February 06, 2003
Tuesday, February 04, 2003
Sunday, February 02, 2003
Whenever I just want to talk, there seems to be no one there with the time and mood..
Whenever I don't want to talk, people around me all seem to wait for me to start on a subject.
Whenever I just want to be alone, I'm surrounded by ppl who want to share their whole day's experience with me..
Somehow we just keep on missing the chances.. somehow we are missing each other's frequency..
Beats are created, waves are modulated. but you are never my modulating frequency nor am I yours..
Every time I reach out my hand into the darkness, all I grasp is black air..
Every time I try to search for a shoulder to lean on, all I find is my hopeless self..
(YES, i'm a little crazy now. but that's all ok.. )
Whenever I don't want to talk, people around me all seem to wait for me to start on a subject.
Whenever I just want to be alone, I'm surrounded by ppl who want to share their whole day's experience with me..
Somehow we just keep on missing the chances.. somehow we are missing each other's frequency..
Beats are created, waves are modulated. but you are never my modulating frequency nor am I yours..
Every time I reach out my hand into the darkness, all I grasp is black air..
Every time I try to search for a shoulder to lean on, all I find is my hopeless self..
(YES, i'm a little crazy now. but that's all ok.. )
In Montreal, Marc Garneau, president of the Canadian Space Agency and himself an astronaut, called it "the kind of day you dread, that you know all too well can occur and it is part of the risk that you accept if you're going to fly on the space shuttle." --Toronto Star, Feb 1, 2003
I was not dreading over it until I saw the article about it on Toronto Star... I did not dread about it when my dad turned on the TV, saw it on CNN and said that a rocket exploded.. I did not dread it when I saw a burst of smoke suddenly trailed behind a falling black dot across the clear blue sky.. I did not dread it when I saw the 7 astronauts' group picture on CNN with their enthusiasm and ambitious smile... I did not dread it when I saw the explosion for the third time on CNN... I didn't dread over it until I read the article in Tor Star.. and then remembering that today is the first day of Chinese New Year... seriously.. it's not really sth that concerns me that much .. I mean.. the astronauts are not related to me any how.. nor was I the builder of the rocket.. yet. somehow.. when I was reading that article.. I just had this surge of feeling growing inside me.. I don't know why, and I don't know how the rocket explosion could have done this to me.. maybe dread is not a word to describe my present feeling at all.. for it's not really a feeling of dreadfulness but more of a feeling that just dwells in you that cannot be described.. I don't know what is happening to me right now.. I just want to talk.. talk to someone.. talk about sth cheerful.. this is the NEW YEAR.. and yet dreadful things just pick the wrong time to happen... as usual..
I don't know why I'm disturbed by this.. ... maybe I'm starting to feel the responsibility .. ... and maybe I don't want to take on sth that big at all.. initially.. the purpose of me going into NY was becuz of the aerospace option... yet over the last one and a half year.. doubts start to emerge deep inside.. I don't know any more if this is what I really want to do...yet it's still on the top of my list.. ... but after this incident. I'm not so sure any more.. Like... I know there would be risks involved... and I'm not afraid to take on the responsibility if something does happen becuz of my miscalculations or sth.. if that's really sth that I should do.. the thing that I'm concerned about is.. 1. it might not be sth that I actually want to do for life..2. I will never forgive myself if someone dies becuz of my mistakes.. especially if that person is married and has kids waiting for them to come home.. i just don't know any more... about 20 years of experience on this world, I think I have learned the fact that dreams and reality are two different things.. yes..when you first go into sth.. you will feel all enthusiastic and all.. yet.. as time goes on.. as you witness more and more of the politics involved.. and all the bad things.. rumours, gossips and etc involved.. you'll start to realize that this is more uglier than you think.. and the ugliness might one day overshadow the fantasy that never existed in the real world but only in your head.. yet on second thought.. maybe all eng have to somehow take on this sort of responsibilities.. in fact. maybe all occupations on earth have to take on some sort of responsibility as big as this.. but yet.. I dont' know what I'm talking about any more.. ... and I still don't understand why I'm so influenced by this.. I guess it just makes me think about my future or sth like that?? I don't know any more..
Would it be better if the astronauts are not married and do not have kids?? will I feel better then?? no.. somehow I still doubt that..
Well.. to think on the good side. at least all 7 of the astronauts actually get to see the Stars up close before they depart from this world forever.. at least they have accomplished what they have accomplished before they took off.. at least their dreams were fulfilled before the burst..
According to History, my Dad said that the year of the ram has never been good before.. most of the time, wars happened in the year of the ram.. now I just hope that that would not be true. and it's just superstitions that some ppl have...
If only, I can think more simpler.. if only this world is simpler.. it'll be a much better place to live in..
I was not dreading over it until I saw the article about it on Toronto Star... I did not dread about it when my dad turned on the TV, saw it on CNN and said that a rocket exploded.. I did not dread it when I saw a burst of smoke suddenly trailed behind a falling black dot across the clear blue sky.. I did not dread it when I saw the 7 astronauts' group picture on CNN with their enthusiasm and ambitious smile... I did not dread it when I saw the explosion for the third time on CNN... I didn't dread over it until I read the article in Tor Star.. and then remembering that today is the first day of Chinese New Year... seriously.. it's not really sth that concerns me that much .. I mean.. the astronauts are not related to me any how.. nor was I the builder of the rocket.. yet. somehow.. when I was reading that article.. I just had this surge of feeling growing inside me.. I don't know why, and I don't know how the rocket explosion could have done this to me.. maybe dread is not a word to describe my present feeling at all.. for it's not really a feeling of dreadfulness but more of a feeling that just dwells in you that cannot be described.. I don't know what is happening to me right now.. I just want to talk.. talk to someone.. talk about sth cheerful.. this is the NEW YEAR.. and yet dreadful things just pick the wrong time to happen... as usual..
I don't know why I'm disturbed by this.. ... maybe I'm starting to feel the responsibility .. ... and maybe I don't want to take on sth that big at all.. initially.. the purpose of me going into NY was becuz of the aerospace option... yet over the last one and a half year.. doubts start to emerge deep inside.. I don't know any more if this is what I really want to do...yet it's still on the top of my list.. ... but after this incident. I'm not so sure any more.. Like... I know there would be risks involved... and I'm not afraid to take on the responsibility if something does happen becuz of my miscalculations or sth.. if that's really sth that I should do.. the thing that I'm concerned about is.. 1. it might not be sth that I actually want to do for life..2. I will never forgive myself if someone dies becuz of my mistakes.. especially if that person is married and has kids waiting for them to come home.. i just don't know any more... about 20 years of experience on this world, I think I have learned the fact that dreams and reality are two different things.. yes..when you first go into sth.. you will feel all enthusiastic and all.. yet.. as time goes on.. as you witness more and more of the politics involved.. and all the bad things.. rumours, gossips and etc involved.. you'll start to realize that this is more uglier than you think.. and the ugliness might one day overshadow the fantasy that never existed in the real world but only in your head.. yet on second thought.. maybe all eng have to somehow take on this sort of responsibilities.. in fact. maybe all occupations on earth have to take on some sort of responsibility as big as this.. but yet.. I dont' know what I'm talking about any more.. ... and I still don't understand why I'm so influenced by this.. I guess it just makes me think about my future or sth like that?? I don't know any more..
Would it be better if the astronauts are not married and do not have kids?? will I feel better then?? no.. somehow I still doubt that..
Well.. to think on the good side. at least all 7 of the astronauts actually get to see the Stars up close before they depart from this world forever.. at least they have accomplished what they have accomplished before they took off.. at least their dreams were fulfilled before the burst..
According to History, my Dad said that the year of the ram has never been good before.. most of the time, wars happened in the year of the ram.. now I just hope that that would not be true. and it's just superstitions that some ppl have...
If only, I can think more simpler.. if only this world is simpler.. it'll be a much better place to live in..
Saturday, February 01, 2003
I think Blogger is somehow discriminating against my Chinese typed blogs!!!!!!!!!
I just wrote an English Essay and it allowed me to post and publish it all in ONE PIECE. but when it comes to chinese blogs.. wtf.. only like 400 characters are allowed or sth?? like ICQ offline msgs?? why do my long chinese blogs have to be cut up ?? wat??
BTW, so far new year has been going pretty smoothly right now.. ahhahaa. got wat I wanted. The My sassy Girl sound track.. not as good as I thought it would be.. but there are some really nice tunes in there.. yeah.. so.. and it's relaxing for now.. cuz I'm slacking again.. but I'm hoping that I'll pick up my full gears starting a couple of hours from now.. and start doing some work from then on.. sigh.
Happy Chinese New Year to all once again!
I just wrote an English Essay and it allowed me to post and publish it all in ONE PIECE. but when it comes to chinese blogs.. wtf.. only like 400 characters are allowed or sth?? like ICQ offline msgs?? why do my long chinese blogs have to be cut up ?? wat??
BTW, so far new year has been going pretty smoothly right now.. ahhahaa. got wat I wanted. The My sassy Girl sound track.. not as good as I thought it would be.. but there are some really nice tunes in there.. yeah.. so.. and it's relaxing for now.. cuz I'm slacking again.. but I'm hoping that I'll pick up my full gears starting a couple of hours from now.. and start doing some work from then on.. sigh.
Happy Chinese New Year to all once again!
Thanks to whomever sent me the e-card for Chinese New Year, sure did put a smile on my face cuz I wasn't expecting it at all. BUT anyways.. knowing me.. I always prefer red pockets with big precious "ingredients" over e-cards though but anyways..
Came across something today... was debating against myself whether I should at least try to go for it or not.. and I wasn't expecting any motivation or watsoever when I debated aloud.. but the comment that I got was "you have a 50:50 chance of succeeding..." and furthermore it's not like I'm gonna lose anything if I go for it I guess.. Maybe I'll go for it.. if only I can come up with the right idea... yet.. I just hope that I'm not expecting too much out of this.. knowing myself and my limited capabilities.. yet.. I know that somehow within myself.. even before I put my effort into it.. I have too high of an expectation already.. as usual..
SOMEONE made me looked crazy in the option talk today.. just simply cracked me up.. like nuts.. and both of us just couldn't stop laughing.. just becuz of this stupid FAT MOUSE which was not fat at all but just the way it was depicted from the top profile.. IT'S JUST THE WAY ART IS.. and when I stopped laughing.. SOMEBODY started chuckling again.. which made me laughed again... and when that SOMEBODY finally stopped.. it was my turn to initiate the whole craze... we only stopped after SOMEBODY decided to cause a commotion in moving away to another seat.. away from me, the bad influence.. hahahahahaa. haven't laughed non stop in such a long time already.. and the worst part is that it was an OPTION talk.. tat means.. we have to try to hold it back.. without laughing out loud.. which made it all the more funnier.. since SOMEBODY had to hide his face in his arms while laughing.. oh man.. and I got punched for laughing.. wtf?? And when I was telling the other ppl the reason why we were laughing so hard.. they didn't seem to find it funny at all.. nor was I when I was telling them.. There are some things that you just have to be there and at the right time to witness the whole thing to get the feeling of it.. well .. all I can say is.. the first item on my 2003 new year's resolution list is totally accomplished after today's option talk.. and I think another item on my list is getting there as well.. hahahaha I'M THE BAD INFLUENCE NOW.. now i just hope that my long term list will be fulfilled as well. sigh..
Yes, I'm typing this in English.. well.. for those that don't un chinese.. just take it as a Chinese New Year's gift.. the actual reason though.. if you really insist on knowing is just becuz my laptop has no chinese reading / writing abilities... I tried installing the chinese reading stuff that come with IE.. but that doesn't work either.. so due to the chinese illiterate level of my laptop at home.. tat's why I'm stuck writing english.. but it's good to write english once in a while though.. hahahahaaa.
Anyways.. resolution for the Chinese New Year:
1. Get Mr. MONKLE to exercise at least once this year.. according to Mr. Monkle's dad, he definitely needs to exercise to "release his stress".. stress management..
2. Forget some things/feelings/memories that shouldn't have been there in the first place.
3. Live simple, think simple in most of every day life in general.. though there are exceptions.
4. Don't take every action, every word and every behaviour of some ppl in my life seriously.. cuz they might not mean it afterall
5. Try to prevent ripples from being generated.
6. Work harder... get online less.. stop wasting time.. em. the usual stuff..
7. Have something well thought out by the end of this year..
8. Stop living in my past... Don't get too immersed in planning out the future.. Just live the day as is.. if I want to go for sth, for my own sake, just GO FOR IT..
9. Try to lower my expectation in life.. avoid competition or comparison..
10. Just be me.... not the you, her, I as ppl expect me to be..
11. Find my own path. Walk at my own pace.
Em that's it for now. and I hope everyone will have a very prosperous new year!!!!! and Same for myself.. Be happy and no worries for the rest of the year.
Came across something today... was debating against myself whether I should at least try to go for it or not.. and I wasn't expecting any motivation or watsoever when I debated aloud.. but the comment that I got was "you have a 50:50 chance of succeeding..." and furthermore it's not like I'm gonna lose anything if I go for it I guess.. Maybe I'll go for it.. if only I can come up with the right idea... yet.. I just hope that I'm not expecting too much out of this.. knowing myself and my limited capabilities.. yet.. I know that somehow within myself.. even before I put my effort into it.. I have too high of an expectation already.. as usual..
SOMEONE made me looked crazy in the option talk today.. just simply cracked me up.. like nuts.. and both of us just couldn't stop laughing.. just becuz of this stupid FAT MOUSE which was not fat at all but just the way it was depicted from the top profile.. IT'S JUST THE WAY ART IS.. and when I stopped laughing.. SOMEBODY started chuckling again.. which made me laughed again... and when that SOMEBODY finally stopped.. it was my turn to initiate the whole craze... we only stopped after SOMEBODY decided to cause a commotion in moving away to another seat.. away from me, the bad influence.. hahahahahaa. haven't laughed non stop in such a long time already.. and the worst part is that it was an OPTION talk.. tat means.. we have to try to hold it back.. without laughing out loud.. which made it all the more funnier.. since SOMEBODY had to hide his face in his arms while laughing.. oh man.. and I got punched for laughing.. wtf?? And when I was telling the other ppl the reason why we were laughing so hard.. they didn't seem to find it funny at all.. nor was I when I was telling them.. There are some things that you just have to be there and at the right time to witness the whole thing to get the feeling of it.. well .. all I can say is.. the first item on my 2003 new year's resolution list is totally accomplished after today's option talk.. and I think another item on my list is getting there as well.. hahahaha I'M THE BAD INFLUENCE NOW.. now i just hope that my long term list will be fulfilled as well. sigh..
Yes, I'm typing this in English.. well.. for those that don't un chinese.. just take it as a Chinese New Year's gift.. the actual reason though.. if you really insist on knowing is just becuz my laptop has no chinese reading / writing abilities... I tried installing the chinese reading stuff that come with IE.. but that doesn't work either.. so due to the chinese illiterate level of my laptop at home.. tat's why I'm stuck writing english.. but it's good to write english once in a while though.. hahahahaaa.
Anyways.. resolution for the Chinese New Year:
1. Get Mr. MONKLE to exercise at least once this year.. according to Mr. Monkle's dad, he definitely needs to exercise to "release his stress".. stress management..
2. Forget some things/feelings/memories that shouldn't have been there in the first place.
3. Live simple, think simple in most of every day life in general.. though there are exceptions.
4. Don't take every action, every word and every behaviour of some ppl in my life seriously.. cuz they might not mean it afterall
5. Try to prevent ripples from being generated.
6. Work harder... get online less.. stop wasting time.. em. the usual stuff..
7. Have something well thought out by the end of this year..
8. Stop living in my past... Don't get too immersed in planning out the future.. Just live the day as is.. if I want to go for sth, for my own sake, just GO FOR IT..
9. Try to lower my expectation in life.. avoid competition or comparison..
10. Just be me.... not the you, her, I as ppl expect me to be..
11. Find my own path. Walk at my own pace.
Em that's it for now. and I hope everyone will have a very prosperous new year!!!!! and Same for myself.. Be happy and no worries for the rest of the year.
Thursday, January 30, 2003
Wednesday, January 29, 2003
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好很悶...自作孽不可活的人自找的o耶...嗚嗚嗚...
要中途休息...嗚嗚嗚...想找人幫我搥搥左肩o耶...好很痛...
其實有些時侯有些事情,該怎樣說呢?說後悔又不是,說不後悔卻又時常會想要是沒有發生的話會怎樣呢?其實有時侯對於某些事情,我沒有後悔過,只是假若一切從新再來過的話,我又未必會有這樣的選擇走回同一條路... 很矛盾o耶~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
要回去做我的last minute 大閘蟹了o耶!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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好很悶...自作孽不可活的人自找的o耶...嗚嗚嗚...
要中途休息...嗚嗚嗚...想找人幫我搥搥左肩o耶...好很痛...
其實有些時侯有些事情,該怎樣說呢?說後悔又不是,說不後悔卻又時常會想要是沒有發生的話會怎樣呢?其實有時侯對於某些事情,我沒有後悔過,只是假若一切從新再來過的話,我又未必會有這樣的選擇走回同一條路... 很矛盾o耶~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
要回去做我的last minute 大閘蟹了o耶!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, January 28, 2003
曾經,有過這樣的一個念頭... 沒有了我,某人可能會開心一點,可能會笑多一點,生活會過得好一點.然後我又想...假若,我的離去會令人家開心一點的話,我不介意放手...然後再然後,念頭變成了實際行動...我不知道那人沒有了我以後,生活是不是比從前更好...又或許根本就是我不想去知道...我不知道從前的決定是對還是錯..但是在偶然下再次遇上,看到那人的臉上掛著微笑....我們之間的不再是從前的關係,但也不是陌路人.....
有時侯會想假若那時沒有鬆開雙手,今天我們又會怎樣...... 我不知道,我只知道剛鬆開手再次獨自一人在宇宙中飛行著的那一段日子真的很難挨...對,我很怕寂寞...但卻偏偏常被寂寞包圍...有好幾次想過回頭,但決定了的事,行錯了一步便再也難以回頭... 我有後悔過當初的決定...但既然放開了便應走下去...
然後,偶然下我發現到原來大家在那段曾經一起的日子裡也隱藏了真我...在離去然後再重遇後我才知道原來大家曾經一直也在遷就著對方...因為這樣,我沒有再後悔當初的決定..只是有時侯還是會記掛著從前的日子...
我沒有後悔...但是我真的再也不想過那一段難熬的日子了...我真的很怕寂寞...所以當同一個念頭再一次在我腦海中泛起的時侯,我真的很難受...或許沒有了我,某人可能真的會開心一點....
這一次我真的想捉緊多一點的,但是我不知道我會不會重蹈覆轍....拜託,唔好再令我有這個想法了好不好???
(012803 04:02)
有時侯會想假若那時沒有鬆開雙手,今天我們又會怎樣...... 我不知道,我只知道剛鬆開手再次獨自一人在宇宙中飛行著的那一段日子真的很難挨...對,我很怕寂寞...但卻偏偏常被寂寞包圍...有好幾次想過回頭,但決定了的事,行錯了一步便再也難以回頭... 我有後悔過當初的決定...但既然放開了便應走下去...
然後,偶然下我發現到原來大家在那段曾經一起的日子裡也隱藏了真我...在離去然後再重遇後我才知道原來大家曾經一直也在遷就著對方...因為這樣,我沒有再後悔當初的決定..只是有時侯還是會記掛著從前的日子...
我沒有後悔...但是我真的再也不想過那一段難熬的日子了...我真的很怕寂寞...所以當同一個念頭再一次在我腦海中泛起的時侯,我真的很難受...或許沒有了我,某人可能真的會開心一點....
這一次我真的想捉緊多一點的,但是我不知道我會不會重蹈覆轍....拜託,唔好再令我有這個想法了好不好???
(012803 04:02)
Thursday, January 23, 2003
收到這樣的一個e-mail...不喜歡forward的小笨友決定它post起來...但是礙於blogger short short地o既關係惟有斬件publish喇...
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消失在百慕達的友情
認識了一陣子的朋友，也許是三年，也許只有兩個月，可能是過去的室友、現在的同
事或是朋友的朋友。你們有一陣子很熱絡，談得很來，常常在網上聊天，還會相約看
電影、喝下午茶。你的戀人、死黨知道這個人的存在，你對他的生活狀況也算熟悉。
說不上是知己，但也是可以交心的朋友。
有一天，不知道是怎麼回事，兩個人的頻道似乎不對了，也許他經歷了生活上一些轉
變，也許你換了新工作、新愛情，可能是你對他說的某一句話不稱心，或者你覺得他
對你有了距離，兩個人就突然很有默契般地，電話少了，邀約少了，聊起天來，有一
搭沒一搭的，有些牽強。
你不太清楚到底發生什麼事，說不太出來心裡什麼感受，不知如何處理，也不覺得有
解決的必要。漸漸地，那個人成為你電子信箱裡的一個住址，唯一的互動就是轉寄信
件。既然他不跟你聯絡，你也不想和他聯絡。久而久之，就更找不到聯絡的理由。
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消失在百慕達的友情
認識了一陣子的朋友，也許是三年，也許只有兩個月，可能是過去的室友、現在的同
事或是朋友的朋友。你們有一陣子很熱絡，談得很來，常常在網上聊天，還會相約看
電影、喝下午茶。你的戀人、死黨知道這個人的存在，你對他的生活狀況也算熟悉。
說不上是知己，但也是可以交心的朋友。
有一天，不知道是怎麼回事，兩個人的頻道似乎不對了，也許他經歷了生活上一些轉
變，也許你換了新工作、新愛情，可能是你對他說的某一句話不稱心，或者你覺得他
對你有了距離，兩個人就突然很有默契般地，電話少了，邀約少了，聊起天來，有一
搭沒一搭的，有些牽強。
你不太清楚到底發生什麼事，說不太出來心裡什麼感受，不知如何處理，也不覺得有
解決的必要。漸漸地，那個人成為你電子信箱裡的一個住址，唯一的互動就是轉寄信
件。既然他不跟你聯絡，你也不想和他聯絡。久而久之，就更找不到聯絡的理由。
他從來沒有在你的記憶裡消失，有時候，你還是會和別人聊起他，說到“我有一個朋
友………………”
也許，有一天，你為了要問他髮型設計師的電話，又打了一通電話給他。或者，他突
然之間寫了一封信問你近況如何。你們既熟悉又生疏地互相問好，兩個人卻都沒提出
見面的要求，或者一方虛衍地說“我們可該找個時間碰碰面”，另一方也打太極拳地說
“好啊，你有空再打電話給我”。兩個人都心知肚明，這一天可能遙遙無期。
即使哪一天，你即無聊又孤單，很想有人可以陪陪你、說說話，你可能還是不會找
他，寧可自己一個人想盡辦法打發時間。
再有一天，你整理電子信箱的通訊住址，你猶豫很久，考慮要不要把他的資料刪掉。
你也許按下“刪除”，也許決定保留。
可是你心裡知道﹕這段友情，飛行到神秘三角洲的上空，再精密的雷達，也偵測不到它
的蹤影，就這樣，從此在航線圖上消失………
友………………”
也許，有一天，你為了要問他髮型設計師的電話，又打了一通電話給他。或者，他突
然之間寫了一封信問你近況如何。你們既熟悉又生疏地互相問好，兩個人卻都沒提出
見面的要求，或者一方虛衍地說“我們可該找個時間碰碰面”，另一方也打太極拳地說
“好啊，你有空再打電話給我”。兩個人都心知肚明，這一天可能遙遙無期。
即使哪一天，你即無聊又孤單，很想有人可以陪陪你、說說話，你可能還是不會找
他，寧可自己一個人想盡辦法打發時間。
再有一天，你整理電子信箱的通訊住址，你猶豫很久，考慮要不要把他的資料刪掉。
你也許按下“刪除”，也許決定保留。
可是你心裡知道﹕這段友情，飛行到神秘三角洲的上空，再精密的雷達，也偵測不到它
的蹤影，就這樣，從此在航線圖上消失………
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看了這mail感受很深，因為我有很多這樣的朋友....
我想是當時契合的緣份已不再，再聯絡恐怕也詞窮了...
也因為想避免這樣的尷尬，只好選擇退居電腦之後，偶爾轉轉信，亦或是MSN簡言問
候，這就是人與人相處的奧妙之處吧..
這些朋友，在我人生旅途的某一站上了車..然後又下車
即使不能一直陪著我走到最後，但我還是真心感謝這些人曾經來過..
也許收到這封mail的你，也是我的這類朋友，或許我們現在很少聯絡了，但我相信彼
此心裡仍舊記得對方..祝福著對方..
不管是我聯絡頻繁的友人也好，三五個月聯絡一次的友人也好
逢年過節才聯絡的友人也好，三五年沒聯絡的友人也好....
雙雙對對的也好，形單影隻的也好...希望你們現在都很幸福...
幸福並不一定要由兩個人構成..一個人也可以過的很幸福..
只要知足就能感受到幸福..幸福其實很簡單..
希望大家都幸福..一定要幸福...
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看了這mail感受很深，因為我有很多這樣的朋友....
我想是當時契合的緣份已不再，再聯絡恐怕也詞窮了...
也因為想避免這樣的尷尬，只好選擇退居電腦之後，偶爾轉轉信，亦或是MSN簡言問
候，這就是人與人相處的奧妙之處吧..
這些朋友，在我人生旅途的某一站上了車..然後又下車
即使不能一直陪著我走到最後，但我還是真心感謝這些人曾經來過..
也許收到這封mail的你，也是我的這類朋友，或許我們現在很少聯絡了，但我相信彼
此心裡仍舊記得對方..祝福著對方..
不管是我聯絡頻繁的友人也好，三五個月聯絡一次的友人也好
逢年過節才聯絡的友人也好，三五年沒聯絡的友人也好....
雙雙對對的也好，形單影隻的也好...希望你們現在都很幸福...
幸福並不一定要由兩個人構成..一個人也可以過的很幸福..
只要知足就能感受到幸福..幸福其實很簡單..
希望大家都幸福..一定要幸福...
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